actual insanity.

cannot deal. too much going on. stress. stress. people need to mind their own business and stop meddling in other peoples lives. and on the other hand, other people need to act like actual friends. and be alive and communicative. grrrrrrr. also, why does everything feel like everything that could possibly going wrong at the moment is in fact going wrong?! i just want to cry. and not to mention, as the days go by, my birthday comes closer and closer. don't want to have my birthday. don't want to do anything. so not looking forward. just want to be in bed for it thanks. that would be best. feeling like the biggest drama queen at the moment by this post, but just really need to get it all out. gahhhh asidlufajiwoenusf fek.